Story of my life Searching for the right But it keeps avoiding me Sorrow in my soul Cause it seems that wrong Really loves my company He's more than a man And this is more than love The reason that this sky is blue The clouds are rolling in Because i'm gone again And to him i just can't be true And i know that he knows i'm unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that i am happy with some other guy I can see him dying I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime i walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be... A murderer I feel it in the air As i'm doing my hair Preparing for another day A kiss up on my cheek He's here reluctantly As if i'm gonna be out late I say i won't be long Just hanging with the girls A liar didn't have to tell Because we both know Where i'm about to go And we know it very well Cause i know that he knows i'm unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that i am happy with some other guy I can see him dying I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime i walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be... A murderer I love His trust I might as well take a gun and put it to his head Get it over with I don't wanna do this Anymore (anymore) I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime i walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be... A murderer (a murderer) No no no Yeah yeah yeah